Nectar and Napalm

I’m happy. I promise. 
I’m pretty bummed on life but sulking has never made anything better in 23 years, so I doubt it will start at this point in my life.
I may be a Clobot, but I’m still mainly human. Going through human emotions that I am learning that everyone seems to go through, as unbelievable as they feel. 

Yesterday I bought a hobo hat from Marc Jacobs. 
Just doing my part in  supporting my fellow New Yorks coke addicted fashion designers with AIDS.
This morning I drank far too much coffee and tea.

I still cry at night. I still am forcing an appetite upon myself  when I wake up. I’m still avoiding looking at photos of my past, so that I don’t sulk over my ignorance and idiocy, through that period of life.

Something tells me that the snow is finally gone for good. This deserves a mix!

I’m drowning myself in work and friends and family and art and music and sushi.
I can’t wait till I throughly enjoy these things, without wondering about things and people that I have no control over. 

I’m currently surviving off of cookies, caffeine, and real film. 
My digital camera is on vacation until I’M on vacation. 

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One Response to “Nectar and Napalm”

  1. e Says:

    let’s see eachother soon. friday perhaps.

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